LOST........

This new poem of mine depicts the disappointment that gets associated with the failures in life....

My life is completely lost

around me, is mist and frost.

The life which once was bright

is now just pale and white.

Some challenges that I had to meet,

some promises I needed to keep

are now seeming too far away

cos its my luck that has to play.

I had to keep a promise I made

to my mother as I once said,

"Mom you'll one day be proud of me"

that pride in her eyes is all I wanted to see.

All I wanted is to spread my wings

"I'll touch horizons" I used to think.

Whom my father would look and cry

"That's my daughter touching the sky".

There were people all around me

'A loser' in me they see.

I had a challenge to prove them wrong

and break the jinx that existed so long.

I wished to be a reason for them to smile

those people with whom I went miles.

with whom no sadness was ever allowed

I just wished them to feel proud.

I had reasons so many to strive

to bring the success back into my life.

But as the days are passing by,

I'm left with questions how and why???

Some said I'll end up good one day

So why are the things turning this way?

When its my time to rise and fly

I feel completely lost, really am I?????